The whole of today i sat there stoning and missing this two boys in my life,and every moment i had spent wid em.I've known this two for about a year,and we've been through alot together,not forgetting thasha being apart of us.You cld say that the happiest and the sadest moments of my life were spent wid these three,So much so,my world was almost revolving around em.I and vineeth,thasha and vivek used to share special feelings fer one another,and its funny how everything turned 360 degress,and now we hardly even noe each other anymore.Sometimes no matter how much ego played apart in this whole relationship,i hope and pray that four of us would always remain the way we started.I'm sure thasha will agree wid me,on how there's not one day that goes by without us talking abt this two boys.Sometimes i jus wonder,what went wrong?did'nt we give it our all?did'nt we always want each other by our side?But in the end,everyone has something they have to leave behind,cos there's no use looking back or wondering how it could be now or might have been,but this i noe,and i still cant find ways to let them go.Even though i try to pretend that i moved on,i noe they'll always be my only menons,ryte thasha?My mind tells me that things fall apart for other things to fall into place,but my heart says,FUCK EM! hahahas.i mean,ive no idea how to tell em,they mean the world to both me and thasha,but its jus hard to keep holding on,when they're not gonna pull us up anyway.Lately things have been good for me,but apart of my heart and mind is always wid em,i try sooooo hard to ditch it,but i just cant,and i noe its gonna take more than jus words to keep things going smoothly,but im willing to take the risk.Since these two are the only ones who make sense,im ready to ignore the present tense.VIVEK and VINEETH,here's to you,cos no matter how much i hate you both now,i always have and always will LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT!!!
*No matter where life takes me too,apart of me will always be wid you.*
i want this moment more than a million dollars.
i love this two,more than anything in this world.
she loved em both very much.
we did retarded things but always had fun.
they had heart to heart talks.
my one and only vivek menon.
i liked the dyed hair boy.
i was his darling,he was hers.
we always had fun.
In my whole life,i adored only you.
she loved him like her lil brother.
i could always feel good wid him.
She was willing to take him to her family.
------------------------So Much For Our Happy Ending-------------------------------
I write sins,not tragedies.
8:11 PM
