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♥ The Girl

Vinitha Valerie Vincent Henry.


If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.

I guess I'm just a girl wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.

♥ Rant Bitch!





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♥ Friday, September 7, 2007

i watched this movie today and it seriously reminded me of how much i have been putting up a brave front for the pass few mths.Cos watching this movie made me realise how much of things i have been hiding from myself and from the people around me.I laugh n smile and pretend everything is okay,but really nothing in my life is okay!i cried so much today,watchin the movie and it made wonder if i was really crying at the movie or was it the tears ive been holding back for so long.Thasha,goes on and on about this one boy she's fallen in love with,and she's strong enough in my eyes to keep holding to him despite of everything else thats going on.But the ironic thing about this whole situation is that,she has always thought that i've always been the strong one in the whole grp,but really,im the weakest and the only one who is afraid to hold on,to face my true feelings for someone and to fall in love again.We've have been talkin alot about this lately and everytime she starts to talk about this one boy,i fake a smile and tell her,im glad thasha,ive no problems to worry about,and that ive given up on everything from boys.It was today i realised that the pain ive hid,will neva go away.regardless of How much i fake it,deep dwn it's always gonna be there.People keep telling me,do your exams first than everything else will be okay,but seriously have you ever thought of how life is,when you dun have someone to ask you,how's ur day?,or tell you good nite?good morning?or even,someone to hold you and tell you everything is gonna be okay,I mean fuck you,if you think doing my exams is gonna help me gain this,cos the stress i feel now,i dun think i can handle it by myself.yes,i noe family and frens are there,but dun tell me,that you wldnt want to have someone special doing this?i have had many relationships in the past but not one has been different cos the end outcome is always the same damn thing! the so called boy'is either attached'or either fallen for someone else'so tell me,when will i get to say ive finally fallen for someone.Im sick of pretending,and forcing myself to like someone,or say i love you to someone whom i dun even feel for,and by doing this i thought it will show a happy side of me,and that atleast in the eyes of others,i'll look happy.Soooo i guess this is how life will be,and till im ready to face reality,i'll jus be off happy in my own lil world,whereby i bring happiness to myself. -forcefully.



*cos i wann be the girl that smiles even if her heart is broken and the one that brightens up your day,even if she cant brighten hers.


I write sins,not tragedies.
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