i realised that my girls and i,are not having our usual meets and dinner dates,Perhaps the tyrannies of life and the hectic school schedule and a conformist mindset has made it difficult for us to re-unite ourselves,and its in times like this that i need to devulge myself! i know people have been wondering why my friends blog here too,its only cos we're too close and whats mine is obviously theirs anytime.Its nice to have my friends blog here,atleast i know what's been happening,since we've not been meeting lately.I'm so fuckin afraid for myself and i havent been able to convince myself that im gonna get through it this year.My surroundings have been very much intense lately,all the bickering for the big o's,just gets me all worked up!maybe a bintan spa now wld be good?do i hear a hell yea?
O's are at the top of my concern list,followed by dragging natasha tania stans along with me,cos nat i'm not going anywhere without you,and you know it,as much as you need me to make it this year,i need you more than ever too.Boys come and go,im sure you know.through the whole of 2007,i know it hasnt been easy for me,you,thasha,punitha,and the rest of the girls.But nevertheless we picked each other up,straightened things out,Fucked the bitching and was per usual thereafter,i mean,we've build this friendship for 12 years,and NO one is gonna tear that apart.NO ONE!We've battle through all the sins in this ugly world,and we've always done it together.Every single one of you has given me,sparks of inspiration.Cos without it,i wldnt be the young lady i am today.I'm not sayin we're saints or angels,cos we've only done things every other girl our age wld have done,maybe we jus had more fun doing it,and till today i regret nothing cos every single moment was spent wid you girls,be it the laughters or the tears,cos at the end of all the screaming,i still only wanna hug you girls and no one else.
like punitha says,'i wanna grow old with you girls'
thasha says'no matter how many new friends i make,at the end of the day,i only want my girls'
Nat says'i know you have my back always'
and seshaa' lets all drink today bitches'
you see what i mean,i really have no idea how i'll function without you girls,cos they're like permanent boy-friends.I've grown to learn that most of the times,WE DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE US FEEL GOOD.We've all become much more mature and being the different chracteristics of a human being that we are,in the end it all sums up to being my girls always.foreva.
a lil something for my wayyyy to cool for you friends.
cos you girls know,im very bad at expressing my feelings.
Thasha-thankew for always listening,coming up with the best theories to make me feel better inspite of all the other bullshit thats been goin on,cos i noe you've been standing up for me.I know things have been difficult due to some unforseen circumstances,that i do not wish to crap about in what seems to be my awesome blog,but im sure you know what im talkin about,so anyways,lets put the 'humans wid kunji's of 2007' behind,and continue our neva ending journey,cos after my o's we've got more partying to do,and i wldnt wanna do it without you cos who else is a party animal besides you?
Nat-the most annoying i-mac in this world.i love youuuuuuu more than ever,and we're kicking ass this year okay?we have too.Damn the one that is given the cert 'boy-fren'cos he's fuckin useless!im sure you'll agree,and i dont want him of all the people to destroy the only thing that is gonna get you somewhere.I'm sure you know we've shared so much in common wid boys like him,and like i always say,Fuck it,and walk away.I hope you're prepared to do so,cos there's more to life.lets just get rid of all the bad rubbish in our lives,from the small kunji's,to big one's,to useless one's,and to one's who thought they're too smart.They will realise someday that we're something they should have treasured,and when they finally figure that out,we wld have already been gone.Lets do this,its our last shot.
Punitha-i still stand by the fact that,im the only friend who you've never screamed at.I dont care! Sometimes in life,we make lousy choices. We get friends who backstab us in the end, some who kick up a big fuss over a little disagreement, some who become emotionally unstable at the slightest moment. Yet,there are a small handful of these friends who make all the search worthwhile and yes,you've always been the one i'd neva wanna loose.we need you,cos you're always leading the way and lifting us up no matter what that has happened.Once again,im sorry punitha,for all the past conflicts,and im glad we're all okay now.To more meowing with you..after my o's alrite.Nothing will change,i will not let it happen.
sesshaa-all i can say is,you're my bitch,always have been,always will be,and we need maths!hahas,stop laughing bitch!we need it! remember,either rp or tp is calling our names,listen!love love love love you.
I write sins,not tragedies.
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