Today i woke up,planning for the gym.
plans got squashed,so i headed to casti's place to help he's mum with something.
i was having fun,hanging out with allister and the rest.
and then i recieve this random phone call from this sadist,who seriously annoys the living shit outta me sometimes,he says the most ridiculous things,and then comes up with stupid theories,and then when it gets to you really badly,he claims,he cares and he only wants the best for you.
so tell me something,how do you only want the best for me,when all you ever say to me is negative stuff ? think about it.
cos i'm really not intrested in putting up with your bull shit anymore.
i owe you nothing.
its my life,and i can handle it on my own.
even if i fall this time,i don't need a fuckin idiot like you,to pick me up.
never did.
i give in to you,hoping that someday you'll see that i'm actually good enough,but i realised,you never will,and i'm not willing to wait until you are ready to see the real me,cos waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought,useless and dissapointing.
Its funny how,i thought you always made sense.
I guess i was wrong.
you were never worth a second thought.
