all this time,i tried my best to dance to your tunes.even when the going was tough.i stood there right infront of you and took it all the crap that you fed me.i stood there pretending that everything was alright and nothing was wrong.even if things didnt go my way.i still gave in to your needs and wants thinking that your welfare was far more important than mine.and to think that way,was an utterly stupid mistake that i made and eventually,was my greatest regret.the mental distress that you gave me,weakened my self esteem as a person and crushed me completely.you left me in a storm each time and i always found myself fighting that huge storm alone. and when the rainbow in turn arrives.you come back to enjoy the bright colours with me.you control me in every sense a girl of my age could possibly think.you care far more about yourself and anyone else.your selfishness are the root cause to all the problems.but yet,you never realise,because i am always the one that is at fault;the bad omen in your life.so in order to rid of that bad omen,i move further and further away from you.but still you draw closer to me,without letting me leave.and my question always is why?why would you say you love someone more than anything in the world,and she is of great value to you far more than gold or silver,BUT you never ever treat her in a way that she possibly deserves?does it hurt so bad to show a little humanity? yes? cos your so self-absorbed,cocky,self-consumed.and each time i try my hardest to put things together.you mess it all up and push the blame to me.you expect me to abide with all your ridiculous rules.i mean does anyone need a game plan to be in a relationship?its either you or me that is suffering from a great abnormability!your absurd mind works in ways that i can never understand.you teat me like guided missile.and for all the things that i've done this far.you say that i've never done anything for you.for all the times i was there when you were in the depths of your life,i wasnt there?i never realised that this was what you have called love.your so shallow.and i'm no longer gonna listen to your lies and deceit or to the way to bring me all the way down to the pits. cos i'm not living for you. im living for myself! get that straight.and for those fruitcakes who knows crap about treating a girl the way she deserves..i'd suggest the BOOK FOR DUMMIES-RELATIONSHIPS.it'd be a pretty good guide.and for those who are overly self consumed..i'd suggest getting a reality check done for yourself.
Natty wetty.
PS:im not your cinderella.
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you know that
I write sins,not tragedies.
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all this time,i tried my best to dance to your tunes.even when the going was tough.i stood there right infront of you and took it all the crap that you fed me.i stood there pretending that everything was alright and nothing was wrong.even if things didnt go my way.i still gave in to your needs and wants thinking that your welfare was far more important than mine.and to think that way,was an utterly stupid mistake that i made and eventually,was my greatest regret.the mental distress that you gave me,weakened my self esteem as a person and crushed me completely.you left me in a storm each time and i always found myself fighting that huge storm alone. and when the rainbow in turn arrives.you come back to enjoy the bright colours with me.you control me in every sense a girl of my age could possibly think.you care far more about yourself and anyone else.your selfishness are the root cause to all the problems.but yet,you never realise,because i am always the one that is at fault;the bad omen in your life.so in order to rid of that bad omen,i move further and further away from you.but still you draw closer to me,without letting me leave.and my question always is why?why would you say you love someone more than anything in the world,and she is of great value to you far more than gold or silver,BUT you never ever treat her in a way that she possibly deserves?does it hurt so bad to show a little humanity? yes? cos your so self-absorbed,cocky,self-consumed.and each time i try my hardest to put things together.you mess it all up and push the blame to me.you expect me to abide with all your ridiculous rules.i mean does anyone need a game plan to be in a relationship?its either you or me that is suffering from a great abnormability!your absurd mind works in ways that i can never understand.you teat me like guided missile.and for all the things that i've done this far.you say that i've never done anything for you.for all the times i was there when you were in the depths of your life,i wasnt there?i never realised that this was what you have called love.your so shallow.and i'm no longer gonna listen to your lies and deceit or to the way to bring me all the way down to the pits. cos i'm not living for you. im living for myself! get that straight.and for those fruitcakes who knows crap about treating a girl the way she deserves..i'd suggest the BOOK FOR DUMMIES-RELATIONSHIPS.it'd be a pretty good guide.and for those who are overly self consumed..i'd suggest getting a reality check done for yourself.