Zast-vari-chee.(hello,in russia)
My exams are almost done.
almost.
but ouh wells,i've already planned my holidays wisely.Its kinda weird cos tru the whole planning I didnt see a day for myself!darn it!
I'm feeeeeling upset for some reason.ouh and btw,the boy in my previous post,is a NO NO! i kinda figured he was just like the rest,and before things got outta hand,i'd rather walk away,cos i don't wanna hang on to this feeling for too long,cos getting out is a serious bitch.trust me.
I'm in this stage of life that i don't believe in love anymore,or maybe i don't know what to believe in anymore.I mean all i've heard this whole week,was about break up's,and most of all,a break up that i would never in my wildest dreams have thought off,i feel soo crappy for this one girl,cos she's family,and seeing this happen,brings tears to my eyes,i know its not my relationship,but tru her relationship,i found the best family,and to loose it all,is sooooo unfair.
i know life's unfair,but Damn it!cos it i cant live with that theory all my life,or so i claim.
Sometimes,boys play a big part in our lives,you can go on denying it,but the truth is,without affection from the opposite sex,life's gonna be miserable.atleast i think so.
and the damn truth hurts all the time.
you just gotta learn to deal with it.
No one said,it was gonna be easy.
i love you shinaaaa,and i will miss you :)
and to the boy in my previous post,i'm glad you were honest,but you don't know me,you don't wear my chains.
but i thankew you,for bringing me this far, and for taking me seriously.
when the sun rises,it has to set eventually ryte?
love has the same theory.
i just thought of it,and i think it makes perfect sense.
I think i need a new town,to leave this all behind. No one is standing in my way anymore,it's just me running away from life.
I write sins,not tragedies.
4:53 PM
