I jus got back from shalini's place.
On the way back kavin and i had a good conversation,and i was rather surprised to hear that he actually thought i was lonely.
At first i was totally brushing that idea off his mind,and kinda laughing it off but later on when i was left alone,looking at the crowded streets and hearing my own heart beat,i got to thinking that maybe just maybe he was right.
I mean was it that obvious?
yes,i don't have a boy-friend.
But seriously does that play sucha important part?
After much intense thinking,i concluded that the only reason why i felt this way,was because all my girl friends are either caught up with sch/work,or they're to busy trynna keep their relationships,Thus i am LONELY!
and being lonely is'nt that bad after all,minus the boring nights,and 'loveless' life.Everything else is pretty much the same. I think?
Anyways,i'm glad that kavin has found "the girl" and i really hope this relationship of yous gets you going,cos as much as i don't mind being lonely,i don't want you in that state.
It's only b'cos you deserve better and being lonely is not your thing,hahs,and i HOPE it'll never be your thing! ouh and,i wanted you to know that sometimes you really get me thinking and whenever you say,"don't worry vinitha,you have me",you really have no idea how much that means to me.Thankew soooooooo very much,it's good to know i have you :)
and shalini,
i love you,but he loves you more.
please don't break his heart,cos it's more than just his heart that you're holding.
He's worth more than the rest of the other asswipes you once knew,and i bet my life on it.
I can feel the difference in your life now,and i'm happy for you.I see you smiling more often and i don't hear from you as much,but i'm glad i've left you in good hands.
Ouh wells,i shall stop EMO-ing now.
i love you both.
Enjoy this relationship as long as it lasts.
I write sins,not tragedies.
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