you know sometimes,despite all the people around you,you feel lonely?
like you don't belong,and everyone has fake front,and no one will ever know exactly how they feel.
yea well,i feel that way all the time,and moreover i think i've seen so many changes in me and the people around,at the end of the day,it jus sums up to me watching over my own butt.I use to think that hanging out alone was sooo 'loserfied', but the end of 2007 and the start of 2008 made me better person,i'd rather hang out alone,least i get time to myself,and it really does'nt matter if people think your a loner,watsoever,cos you know and i know,the only ones who say that,are the ones who need real help.The past year and the present,also showed me that relying on others is the worst thing you can ever do,cos most of em are gonna let you down anyway,i'd rather you take it up yourself,and be independent.Then atleast no one has a say in it. It'll be your effort,your hardwork.
the date today is 8th of jan.
and from today on,i've decided that i've no one i will rely on besides myself,not even a best friend or a good friend,cos today on,they're all under one box,JUST FRIENDS!
The only best friend i will have is myself,then maybe,just maybe i will not stumble over my life again.Cos this is the way that we love,Like it's forever.Then live the rest of our life,But not together.
This is the hardest story that I've ever told.No hope,or love,or glory, Happy endings gone forever.I feel as if I'm wasted andI'm wastin'everyday
In this world you Can't get no love without sacrifice.
trust me.
my heart's all over the world tonight.
I write sins,not tragedies.
5:07 PM
