I'm in this phase in my life,whereby i've so much things happening with me and mentally ive become so idependent with myself.I've learnt how people can feed of ur failure,even people you call friends,for that matter family and you simply cannot do anything about it.
I can't bring myself to understand,why?
What is the pleasure of making someone's life so miserable.What is the point of putting up an act of a good friend,you were almost family.I trusted you.
In my life,I don't mean much to anyone.I lost my way and i can't go back anymore.
I used to have everything but now it's all gone.I don't need you to pity me,cause I've heard it all before.
Some people say that I'm not worth it,I know,I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect ryte?
I gave it my best.I think the time has come for me to change again,I can't carry on like this.One wrong step and i cld be misunderstood.
I'm keeping myself occupied,i'm proving myself to the ''aunties'' ''friends'' ''family'' who passed such great news about me to each other,who thinks im not worth enough for a lil respect,who lie right to my face to protect themselves and thier sons,Thankew for bringing me to this state.I am going to recover,and when i do,you'll see who i've become. I'm throwing away the pain, and you should know that your performance has made me stronger now.This scene is coming to an end.
Instead of picking me up,you stabbed me right in the heart.
This is my last chance to get myself together,and try to remember who I used to be.
I'm gonna be the better person here,I forgive you,and i want to FORGET YOU.
I really hate you,all of you.
I'm throwing this away,forgetting yesterday and making the great escape.
I write sins,not tragedies.
12:50 PM
