Even when i have a bunch of people around me,i still feel alone. I still feel like,there's no one who could possibly take me in their arms and say,Everything's gonna be alright.You don't have to fake a smile,i can tell somethings killing you inside.
I've had a tough week. Friends close to the heart,turn against you. I know i may look like it doesn't matter to me,but it actually does. I'm only human,and i can only handle so much.
I was only trying to help,i wasn't trying to break anybody up. Yes,i'm the outsider. I'll start behaving like one. I'm sorry. Things will be different.
And reka,
i know it sucks being where you are right now.But i just need you to know that,it will be over soon. You'll find the happiness you deserve. This week may be tough for you too,but just know that you always have me.You're very special to me,and i'll never find another awesome friend like you.
keep in touch bitch:)
